This is going to be a rant about how I am impatient. I hate being impatient, but that is what I am.

First off, I am impatient about this first American History exam being graded. I want to know what I received as a grade. I have a feeling I did pretty good, but we will just have to see. I am also impatient about Math 095. At the beginning of the course, I had the feeling that I was going to be one of those students who were going to be ahead of it all and done with the course before the semester was up. That is not the case because I did not understand how time consuming all of my other classes were going to be as well as balancing a job and trying to see my family on the weekends. I just want to be ahead in all of my classes so I never have to have homework. I wish that I was not impatient as well as I wish that I was not so lazy at times.

Secondly, I am impatient about my job. I feel like I need to transfer to the Hy-Vee in Vermillion because the drive from Vermillion to Yankton to my job in Chinese there, is a money-hog. But if I do transfer, I do not want to work in the Chinese department, but produce. Produce seems like the easiest, most relaxing job that I could get at Hy-Vee because it hardly deals with people and people are what stress me out the most. Plus if I had a job in Vermillion, I could just walk or ride a bike to work (assuming I will have a bike by then). But the reason why I am impatient about this all is because I do not want to leave the Chinese people in Yankton because they really need workers and I kind of made a friend/coworker. I would feel bad if I left them to chaos again. I am not saying that before I came there it was chaos, but they will have one less worker and I am one of the only evening people who can work most of the time.

Okay, lastly, I am very impatient on finally being happy. My boyfriend is supposed to be moving to Vermillion as well as getting a job here, but first he needs to save up enough money so he can get an apartment (that allows cats because he's bringing my cat, Zeus), quit his old job, and find another good-paying job. Throughout the four years that we have been dating, we have never lived in the same town together. It has always been long distance. There was a time at the beginning of our relationship when we almost lived in the same town (like 7 minutes away) but that was a long time ago and we did not take advantage of that time when we had it. But now we are so close to finally being able to see each other every day and not having to worry about the money issue.

And that is why I hate being impatient....